Ya. Relax, focus on you and find some enjoyment somewhere.
Sorry that you have cancer and I hope everything goes well for you. I have lost family members due to cancer, absolutely destroyed me watching how it annihilated my grandfather, but throwing that out there at someone in a petty online football recruiting debate is low. I've seen you take plenty of shots at people here, don't play victim and guilt someone with that when they fire back. Nobody deserves that.